My class got cancelled and I’m skipping my other one. I LEAVE FOR NIU AT 12:30! HECK YES. That is 6 hours earlier then before. wooooo Also, activities fair and SEA cookout went awesome. I’m so exhausted though, this is going to be a LONG year.
I feel like I am overwhelmed with saddness right...
I found out some more heartbreaking news today, and it just kills me. I hate having to see people I care about go through such awful things. I was so excited for this week, but it seems as though it won’t be as carefree as I thought. I’m just ready to see Ben again, and get the next 2 days over with!! I’m just going to cuddle up and watch Whose Line until I fall asleep....
2 days 6 hours till I see Ben
Yes, I do have a countdown on my dashboard. Yes, I am ridiculously excited for it. And yes, you can suck my dick. I CANNOT WAIT. So many exciting things happening this weekend :D
I just found out one of my classmates passed away.
He was in class with me since Kindergarten. I don’t even know what to think about it, I am just shocked. Wow! Life is too short. I don’t even know what happened.
I really wish there wasn’t a Jersey Shore marathon on right now.. I have SO much to get done today. WHY DO I KEEP WATCHING IT. clean my room lots of homework skype date with Ben! E-board meeting Other random little things And to think it is only the first week of school.
Day Two by the pool
Not such a success. Burrrrnnntt Also, my first time in my entire life I’ve ever worn a bikini top. Ever. I was so unbelievably self conscious, but the Earth didn’t explode. So who knows
I am officially addicted to Jersey Shore..
How did I let this happen to myself?!
Livin the Dream
I’ve got the dorm to myself, which I kind of needed tonight. I wish I had someone to talk to, but I will survive. I have a lot of friends here, but sometimes I still just feel so lonely.
I will not have a breakdown. I will not have a...
I will not have a breakdown.
Brightside to life
Went to the pool with three of my girls at Aspen Courts for two hours. My ginger skin barely even burned! Rant: Holly and I got talking about weight and swimsuits and things like that. I didn’t have one here, and she told me I could borrow one, but I told her I would never wear a bikini. She continued to tell me that I think I am SO much bigger than I am, but I honestly just don’t...
Jumbled Thoughts, Falling Into Place.: i don't... →
mattisbogus: i wish people in general would take better care of themselves. dont sleep around with lots of people, don’t get blackout drunk, don’t get fried out of your mind all the time, don’t do hard drugs, respect yourself and everyone around you. i’m not straightedge. i drink and i’ve been known to…
My emotions are going absolutely insane.
Not a good time for this. I want to burst into tears when any song about love comes on my Itunes, or when I look at a picture of a wedding or happy people. Really?!
I’m doing so well at eating healthy (despite my cafeteria’s crappy food) and going to the gym (despite migraines and already intense schedules). I have my first one on one for E-board of Student Education Association today. woo! I swear having this is pointless somedays. But I am bored as hell.
I just started tracking wedding tags, there goes my social life.
I only have two classes today
And I have class for 6 hours… what? Life of an education major, I swear.
The people underneath me
are playing their music so loud I can hear it, and it vibrates our windows and air conditioning unit with That REALLY annoying vibrating noise. I’m not usually a bitch, but I’m probably going to call in a complain on this one..
Things I do not appreciate:
13-year-olds talking about drinking. Go play with barbies, it is past your bedtime.
Anonymous asked: aw i love how that picture was taken at the bean :)
it is absolutely amazing how much I love him. I get butterflies just thinking about being back in his arms, even if it is just for 4 days. I forgot how much a long distance relationship sucks, but it is SO nice to have those things to look forward to. Don’t care if you roll your eyes, or hate relationships, or whatever. I love this feelings, and I will be damned if I ever lose it...
Especially when your 4 year old niece tells you she is so sad about you leaving that she is about to cry. She also asked me how long I would be gone, and when I would come back. Excuse me while my heart melts. I will always love 4-6 year olds. Favorite age group by far.
I’m getting really anxious to get back to wiu. I miss my girls. I’m excited for my classes this year! This is the hardest year of my major. My teachers and advisers both flat out told all of us this is the year many people go insane and drop out. Reassuring, right? Here’s to another busy year!
realizing things are not always as perfect as they seem. I need my best friends right now, why are they not here.
The one thing I hate more than anything, is long...
I mean don’t get me wrong I would not trade it for the world, but it is the most frustrating thing ever. I feel like I am constantly living my life till the next time I see him. All my weeks are consumed by waiting for the weekend. It takes away a lot from my mentality at school, because I’m not really there, I’m back with him. No matter how much you trust someone, some part of...
I found my notebook from Drum Major Academy
brb, crying. “You cannot lead if you cannot follow yourself.” “Teaching is the art of presenting material so it’s understood.” “If you want your life to be more interesting you have to do more work.” George Parks will always be one of the greatest people I’ve ever met.
Creeping through wedding pictures on facebook..
Is it REALLY so much to ask to want to get married and take precious pictures together?! Didn’t think so. Hurry up, future.
Last day of Kroger. Last day of Kroger. LAST DAY...
And I even get to work it with BenHaMean and Paulie! woo!
One of the biggest things I have learned this summer, is that I owe absolutely no one an explanation for my life or my actions. I will live my life for me, and for what makes me happy. No one else matters; no one besides me and him. That is how it will always be.
Teacher-bashing is really starting to wear on me
goingbackin: And I haven’t even started teaching.