Faking sanity

laurenpaul:

ever.

Although this is highly untrue for lauren, this fits my mood perfectly.

It is finally the WEEKEND

Zumba in an hour, followed by eating dinner and making costumes with the girls.

I don’t get to see ben till tomorrow night, and I’m really bitter about it. Usually I go see him, so I would already be on my way to see him. I would have packed last night. I wasn’t sure what to do with myself yesterday because I wasn’t getting ready to leave.

I’m very excited to have him here. We have a fun weekend planned, and I love getting to actually stay a weekend at my school for once.

It is such a good feeling to leave a workout class drenched in sweat.

I’ve missed this.

I’ve only been to one class, and as petrifying as it was to go not knowing anything, it was still such a blast!

It has given me the boost to get back to the gym and eating less shit food again.

I also have a Zumba buddy, so now I’m actually motivated to go! It’s one of my friends from my major, I absolutely love it.

I’ve needed this for a long time! A workout I enjoy to get me back into this whole routine.

Now if only I can stick to making better choices in the cafeteria!

havings two tests, two projects, a lesson plan, a short paper, volunteering, and an executive board meeting is an off week.

When did I become so used to being slammed, all the time?

So glad I had her make me some to take back to school.

WIU’s cafeteria food is either really gross, or really really unhealthy.

Good way to end the day!

(I’m attempting to find positives in everyday this week, otherwise I’ll likely strangle myself.)

I could really already use this week to be over.

I need me some good ol’ boyfriend cuddling back in my life.

I am absolutely petrified of ever restoring my Ipod. If I lose anything off of it I am going to cry.

Well, today was just not a good day.

On top of everything else, I’m pretty sure I lost my best friend today. For an absolutely ridiculous reason.

But in return, I became a LOT closer with another one of my friends. She told me something she literally had told no one, not even her closest friends. I am so glad we were able to have a girls night together and really become closer.

We also made the most amazing cookies I’ve ever had. They used instant pudding mix in them, it made them so soft! haha.

Sorry for another pointless update. I’m just glad I had one good thing happen to me today. :)

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I feel like complete crap today.

All my friends have something to do today, except me.

My boyfriend was supposed to be 30 minutes away from getting here, and had to turn back home to fix his car he JUST got back yesterday. There goes my weekend.

I have an unbelievable amount of homework, all which I could  care less about right now.

I want to go work off my frustrations, but I feel too crappy to even get out of bed. Meh

Bitter emo girl update = over.

I am so freaking bitter right now.