Faking sanity

I can already tell I lack the extreme motivation and determination I did last year. This should be interesting.

eh??

How is everyone’s life?

About my dorm for one reason only.

I have classes at 9 MWF and 9:30 T Th. My bathroom cleaning times? 8:15-9:30. what the hell am I supposed to do with that. Suffer through life, or walk my ass down 2 flights of stairs and back just to get ready.

*stab*

hah! I’m such a whiner. it’s early, give me a break.

So far, so good.

Being able to spend time with Kristen and Matt again is far more amazing than I could have ever imagined. And I’m actually very ready to start classes, just so I can get into that routine and have something to fill my time again.

I very much miss everyone at home though. I feel like no one will ever match the amazing friends I have there. I’m already thinking about Pfest..

Today was a good way to end summer, it summed it up pretty perfectly. Back to my own little world tomorrow!

I’m close to being completely packed for college.

I have WAY more shit than I thought, so that should be a great time trying to figure out. hah

Tomorrow is my last day in morton, want to try to see as many people as possible! I’m going to miss everyone more than I would’ve ever imagined.. buh

I realize how pathetic I am. That I let myself get into this so easily.

But I seriously feel sick to my stomach when I think about the fact I will be home tomorrow. I am beyond ready to be back, see you, see everyone.

I’m just hoping everything is as perfect when I get home as I see it in my mind.

petapan:

Do you ever lurk yourself? Look through your pictures, your posts, your friends.

Do you ever wonder what other people see when they look at it? Do you ever wonder whats going through their mind?

Maybe its just me…

Abby I seriously do that once a week, sometimes more. Especially when someone new adds me, and I wonder what they are going to think of me when they creep.

:) I’m really glad I’m not the only one. It still amazes me how much we have in common sometimes! I’m very excited to see you very very soon.

First night I’ve actually had internet in Colorado. Very boring so far, but tomorrow it will pick up. Have stuff planned with family for the rest of the week so that should be nice.

It’s so beautiful here, but I just want to be at home. I’ve become really attached to people, and all I want to do is just hangout with my friends. School is going to be very very hard to get used to this semester.

You may be dumb as hell with some things, but holy shit do you make me feel different/better than I have in a looong time.

I can’t even begin to get enough. And I don’t even care what people think of me for it.